2025/04/25

Its spring time here in the south, flowers bloom as pollen fills the air. i figure the season is reaponceable my eagerness to change things in my life. i've stoped drinking for april, i've started looking back into uni. programs, i've updated my resume and started the job search again.

Part of my issue is i don't know what i want. [redacted] tells me that not knowing is part of the path but its a way of thinking that im strugleing to emplement. i get in my own head when trying to from plans, leading to inaction and stagnation.

Thing aren't gonna get any better sitting around doing nothing and waiting for someone to point me in a direction. i need to take more photos and start keeping my camera on me.